I have not been to see Jacob since Saturday. His daddy and grandma have been there but I miss him more than anything. I have been having stomach issues and have been staying away just to be safe. He has more than enough to deal with right now.
However, I really am beginning to think its not viral. I have not felt right since the c-section. I had a tubal as well and wonder if that has anything to do with it. The pumping milk is draining me as well but I really want him to have the breast milk. I just feel like my body hates me right now. I am going to call the midwives again and see what they think. I don't want to stay away from my baby boy if I don't have to. I have been crying everyday. I just miss him so much.
Aidan and Andy are also leaving tomorrow. I can't wait until the day when our family can all be under one roof.
On a positive note...
Jacob is continuing to do so well. He is off all heart meds. His is doing well with weening off of the vent. He is still tolerating the breastmilk. So proud.